The ugly truth seen through the tangle of my chaotic mind

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My most recent thoughts unleashed

  • “Here’s the landscape. Here’s the word that almost worked.” But only sometimes. I kept going long after the signs were telling me to stop—and that’s when everything unraveled. At the time, my life didn’t look broken. It looked transitional. That’s the word people use when they’re trying to stay hopeful. Transitional sounds temporary. Manageable. Like…

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  • The first time I knew I was on my own was the day I surrendered Rowan to a group home. It was heartbreaking — heavy, painful, and final. That was the moment I realized I was no longer Rowan’s “person.” No more good nights. No more “Good morning, can I have oatmeal?” No more hearing…

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About this Blog

The stories here don’t follow a timeline or any kind of sensible order. They show up the way memories do—out of sequence, half‑formed, tripping over each other as they work themselves loose. This site is just where I drop them so they can live on a page instead of ricocheting around in my head.

I write under K. Unsupervised, not because I’m hiding—but because the words matter more than the name. This is writing without supervision, without polish, without pretending I have answers, I don’t.